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I realize now, that I am on a journey. Smack dab in the middle of one-- at that point where one is at its weariest, feeling the most down-trodden, feeling the most challenged, feeling like I want to give up any moment now.
I'm at that point where I've forgotten why I set foot on the road in the first place. Because right now, the abstract things like love, hope, living a full life, passion, etc... all the things you find in a Sark book they can't hold a candle to just feeling... okay.
Maybe not so much okay. Maybe the word I'm looking for is... comfortable. Is it so bad-- that some days I want to just stay in bed all day? Is it so bad that I want my life to stop feeling like I'm living on the edge of a precipice mere inches away? Is it so bad that I want to stop and rewind and never made the choices I made?
But sometimes the only choice you can make is to continue onward.
2 comments:
hey, hang in there. keep on creating, but try something new, surprise yourself, and build a momentum from there. or sometimes, to get out of a rut, it's just as simple as running till you're crying or till you can't, or doing something out of the ordinary spontaneously, something that will make you laugh out loud or make someone else laugh out loud. you'll more than pull through this.
Saw your blog link from Flickr.
Just passin by. :)
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